I have been touched by so many best wishes since I posted on Facebook about my function decline and hopes to find a kidney. Putting these things in writing was difficult for me. However, it has made me hopeful and even more grateful for those I call my friends.
I had an uneventful Independence Day. I worked for most of it then came home and got on my stationary bike for an hour. I try to make myself get on it, even when I don't want to, but it is getting easier. There are more pounds to lose.
So my two cats spent the evening trying to hide from the noise of the fireworks and watch me pumping away on the bike. Oh they have such a thrilling life here at home! Me, I enjoy my peace and quiet, as I don't get that much of it.
I work 40 hours a week; no slowing down for me, even when I don't feel up to it. A girl still has to work to pay the bills, that grow every day, most importantly still get medical coverage by my employer. On my days off I go to my oldest sons house and spend two days adoring my two toddler grandchildren. They are my crown jewels! They keep me fighting. I don't want to leave them. I am not afraid of death. I am not ready to leave them. They are so young. The oldest is 3, a boy, and the youngest is 2, a girl. I miss them so very much through the week. Even though they wear me out sometimes I wouldn't trade a second of that time for anything!
It is getting late and I have to get up early for work. So, until next time.
Deb
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